Yesterday before i went to meet Beverly for lunch and go to work .... i was talking with prince on the phone ... telling him how much i had suffer and how much i miss him .... ha ha miss him as brother la .... ha ha i told prince what had happen to me and how much i miss *toot* ...... prince ask me to forget him but say is easy do is hard ..... i hate *toot* because he come into my life without any warning ...... i try lots of way to forget him but still cannot .... haiz ~~ anyway yesterday i work at north shop with Eunice i thot my fear of north shop is gone .... BUT!!!! yesterday the fear of working in north shop come back again la .... while i was standing at the cashier i saw Eunice and Farid !!! i was very happy went Farid come find me .... ha ha Eunice went to toilet and saw Farid at kaboom and she asked him to come to north shop because i am depress ..... Farid is like my brother ... went i first work at kaboom he was the one that look after me and teach me lots of thing .... anyway this sat is my brother birthday party !!!! he is 21 this year ..... my whole family is busy with the party so do i .....