I think the rain is because of me that why never stop ..... the rain is just like my tear, cannot stop at all, no matter how i try it cannot stop .... i am going insane, i just cannot stop crying and i dunno why .... how i wish the guy i like can sms me and ask me how i am .... how i wish my best brother will come find me tmr .... but all this is only how i wish .... today went to get new phone .... the last time Stephie will be very happy and keep jumping around in the M1 shop, today the Stephie sit on the chair and just keep staring at screen wait for her number .... today i wear the hood shirt that Wenny and me brought at east point .... the moment i wear i feel like hide myself behind the hood ..... after getting my phone i went back home, i head was just killing me ..... i cry as i fall asleep ...... sorry Terence .... i really got think what you have tell me ... but i think my brain is too full to store anything le .... sorry