Rain rain rain ..... when is raining i will feel sad and emo .... today went out with my cousin, we went to People Park OG and i brought my SANTA BARBARA bag ..... ha ha now i am aiming the PURPLE WALLET which cost $78 .... ha ha STEPHIE LOVE PURPLE !!!!! just now in the car i was looking thru my phone photo and i saw kill photo ..... i see thru all the photo that i took with him and my brain flash back those happy and sad moment with him ..... i really miss him .... i wan to see him again i wan hug him and tell him i miss him ...... i cry and hug James and i tell him " James, no more kill warm hug anymore ...... i really wan to see kill and i miss him badly and i wan to tell him i going attachment and i feel sad" ..... James did not say anything but only keep pat my head ......