Yesterday i did not sleep, i fall asleep while i am crying i sleep at 5am wake up at 7am ..... only sleep for 2 hours ... i feel that i am going to die man .... my head is killing me lor .... OIT suck man ... after school i pei Shunjie go eat at C1 ... while i was at C1 suddenly someone from behind cover my eye ... at that moment i super happy because i thot it was kill .... but this happy feeling never last long .... when i turn and see is Sini .... my eye was red and i feel like crying ..... just at that time Connie call me and tell me she is sad she saw her friend get burn ..... and i tell her i miss kill i wan tell kill a lot of thing .... i dunno why my mood is like a roller coaster .... going up and down .... the Stephie now will just cry anytime .... will scold ppl any time .... today went to Beverly house after school .... she help me but alcohol .... i drink almost the whole bottle den Beverly take it away le .... i fall asleep at her sofa, the feeling was very good .... i never sleep so well for the past few days le .... but alcohol not good for body ..... anyway STEPHIE IS NOW CRYING AND BLOGGING .... ha ha