The last day i saw kill was on 19 august .... the day of my bazaar, on the day of my bazaar kill still around ... he was hugging and playing with me .... and i was so busy and i did not talk to him much .... after the day of my bazaar i did not saw him again, i dunno what had happen to him until Connie told me about it .... now is 8 September 20 days never see kill le .... last time if Connie and me never see kill for more then 3 days we will go find him le .... now 20 days pass i very miss him but i dunno go where find him .... i only can miss him cannot see him hug him .... i wan tell him alot of things .... kill i miss you really miss you .... and guess what someone add me BACK at friendster ..... ha ha i feel so funny ..... dunno why i think of just let it be .... just let things do by itself ..... let my life be like that .... no need cares .... WHO CARES MAN?