Talking to Eugene now ... suddenly feel that his life like so fun .... everyday busy with "LAME" stuff .... i think if he see my blog he will kill me because i say he busy with "LAME" stuff .... ha ha feel that the Eugene i know the first time is so so so big different from now the Eugene .... last the Eugene dun talk much and not so MATURE ..... ha ha today he say this "my career is band thingy n producing stuff so many ppl lives or hope is in my hands i rather i 1 person die than all die" hmmm i dun really understand what he is saying ... but i can feel that he love what he is doing now ..... talk to him for so long i only remember this "a strong person is when they know how to love themselves then love others. so no matter what happen they wont so easy sad one" and guess what .... Eugene is the one that say this to me .... cannot believe it man ..... MY PET SAY THAT TO ME ..... he grow up le .... mature le ... but still MY PET ..... i am feeling sad now, not because of the guy i like .... is because of i am going attachment, leaving the school ..... cannot see most of my friends ..... I WILL MISS ALL OF MY FRIENDS !!!!!