What you want, I know..... but I just cannot give you my all .... But what I can give you is not what you want ... Even your scent which I had forgotten ..... I remember it, and count the overflowing tears ...... As I softly sing "your song" to myself ...... Just like that day, I am sketching in the night sky with my finger ...... Even the door to the death wish that I see close by ...... I can feel the mild warmth ....... As I softly sing your name to myself ...... Just like that day, I'll always give you my love ......I carry it ... my everything ..... Surely, once again ... see ...... We can meet again ...... You are still alive inside of my heart ..... I had make up my mind .... since i cannot let you go ...... i will not let you go .... i will keep you inside my heart ...... i will let this become my secret .... will not tell you at all ..... My feelings will never reach you ..... I will put them in a sigh .... behind my happy faces there are also many many sad faces .... is only you cannot see it ....... after October end it will be November and it will be the 8th month i never see you and i am still loving you ..... my birthday wish is to hope you can pass your O level and go to good Poly or JC .... and smile everyday =D