I had a bad bad bad day ..... early in the morning my mother scold me for nothing .... i sms my cousin telling her that i miss aunt mummy ..... the aunt that bring me up ..... she let me know what is LOVE ..... but i am really done with LOVE .... is nothing but a KILLER ..... today i was sitting at Gant sofa .... den i took out my phone and look thru all the photo .... den i saw HIM .... happy memories flash back my mind .... the guy who make me happy and make me sad .... many times i want to forget him .... but i just cannot do it .... can someone stop me from thinking of him? i am just a dumb bitch ..... tmr will just be another bad day for me ..... i am wondering ... one day my aunt mummy will die .....how am i going to survive? so i hope my aunt mummy will not die ..... i wan her to live happily with me .....