I today got a shocking news ..... i was happily walking with Beverly along orchard .... suddenly i saw him ..... he was looking into my eye .... den i quickly look away and keep walking ......

Stephie: Bev i saw ___ (cannot say the name out)

Beverly: Huh which wan .......

Stephie: The one i like wan .... i saw him ... i really saw him ... he saw me too .....

Beverly: Huh~~

Stephie: *tears rolling in my eye*

Beverly: ask you take MRT, you dun wan ...... say me fat .....

Stephie: ...... *crying liao*

A few minutes later .... he sms me .... saying that he saw me ..... my heart sank ..... my feeling is like ..... is like .... i dunno how to describe it .... i look at his number again .... i wan SHOCK .... THIS NUMBER GOT SMS ME AND WISH MY HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEFORE!!!! i immediately sms my cousin the number and ask her is this the number i ask her call last time ..... that time i ask her help me call this number and check who is this ..... and say reply YES!!! wtf .... the guy i like actually did sms me and wish me .... but i dunno .... i feel happy and sad .... i really dunno what to do .... went down to VIVO to look for Desmond and tell him what happen .... talking to Desmond make me feel better ...... i did reply Boy (the guy i love) sms ... but i reply in a cold way .... i sms him this ......"please help me ... help me to forget you" ha ha and guess what? his reply is only 2 LETTER!! "Kk" and i reply "Ty" ..... are we going to end like tat? i dun wish to end like that ... but i got no choice .... i think i no need to say sorry to him .... because he think that i am a joke to him .... he dun bother me at all .... treating me like a friend only .... losing me is nothing .... lose me can find one more what ..... but however .... i hope he will be happy .... please be happy ...... and Beverly my 6 sense dam scary right?