Today went to orchard to find my mother .... have dinner with Beverly at MOS Burger ...... i order CHICKEN and they give me BEEF!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!! lucky i never eat lor ..... if not i will sure kill them ..... went to visit Tony and Lyn ..... ha ha Tony sales was like so bad ..... today Celio going to close 3K ..... WHOA~~~~~ i really cannot ta han Tony la .... keep saying i like Jing Xiang ...... I AM LES!!!! ha ha today went BREATHING with Sebastian ..... ha ha he keep ask me am i really les? ha ha yes i am les ...... Desmond tell me the best way to forget him is to fall in love with other people ...... HOW SIA?? i feel that i am fucking useless la ..... when i saw him i cry .... i should be happy ..... but why i cry? i should smile and wave at him ...... but why i choose to walk away and act never saw him .... Stephie i thot you miss him? Den why you saw him you cry? 8 months pass .... finally i saw you ..... and i hope i never see you again ... seeing you make me feel sad .... because i cannot bring myself to forget you ..... i think i am slowly killing myself .... that time when i was drunk on my birthday i sms Marcus stupid sms .... ha ha lucky i deleted his number .... if not i dunno what i will sms him .....