Went orchard to visit Gibson and Lyn ..... when i saw Lyn she ask me to stay .... sorry Lyn but i really dun wan ..... ha ha she say she going to ask Tony to convince me .... ha ha no matter who convince me i will no work wan .... i am too tired of working already .... and i hate orchard .... that is the place i saw the guy i love .... bad memory .... i really wish not to see him again .... i scare i will do stupid things to hit myself ..... which i am doing now ..... killing myself with bad habit which no people know ..... love is really nothing but a killer ..... friends are all BS ....

Yesterday i took Mrt with Dave .... got one guy the phone ring very loud ..... and he cannot hear because he is listening to MP3 ..... his ring tone super irritating la ....

Dave: *tap him*
Guy: Yes ...
Dave: STILL YES ..... YOU PHONE RING DAM LOUD LA ....
Guy: Oh ok .... sorry sorry .......

People around us keep looking at Dave la ...... i feel super ma lu lor .....