Yesterday night i cry to sleep .... i keep thinking why must he wish my happy birthday ... why must he sms me .... he know i like him and yet he still sms me and wish my HAPPY BIRTHDAY .... he should stay away from me la .... i call Dave yesterday night at 2am and i cry on the phone ..... talk to Dave until 5am ..... we talk for 3 hours ..... and most of the time i was crying ..... i really really cannot forget him .... i dunno why?

Dave: Since he sms you and wish you happy birthday .... why you dun wan confess to him?
Stephie: Dave i dun worth to be with him .... i only wan him to be happy .... that all i wish .....
Dave: Darling .... why must you be like this? where is the super high self esteem Stephanie go?
Stephie: *crying*

After i talk to Dave for 3 hours ..... i fell asleep and wake up at 7.45am .... i keep thinking of what Dave tell me ..... i feel like i every second is missing him .... i never forget him at all .... i still remember his smile and his face .... never ever forget him before .....