I am sorry telling my friends that i am death ..... but i am really dead ... no one can make me live ..... i die on 8 nov ...... but someone manage to make me live again, the person is my aunt mummy .... on 13 nov .... Stephanie hong shu wei is dead ...... i think my friends also dun care whether i die anot ...... losing me mean nothing to anyone ...... heart and soul die on 13 nov ..... now i am slowly killing my body with bad habit ..... probably drinking or smoking ..... or both ..... my mood is really not stable ..... i can high anytime and i can cry anytime .... so is good to have no friends ..... Dave say i have change ..... yes i did change .... now i keep things to myself ..... normally i will tell VS ...... now never tell him anymore ..... sorry pet ..... if you really want to know what happen to me ... you will read my blog .... nov 8 and nov 13 ..... ha ha i guess you never think of read my blog at all ......