Woke up at 12pm ..... thanks to Desmond Edwin and Beverly sms ...... so early sms me ....... went to buy my brother jean and uncle shirt ..... cost me $148 lor ..... after that went shopping and meet Desmond ..... he work at tampines MRT ..... ha ha now is 12.20am .... may be going to Malaysia ..... NOW!!! can you see how mad am i? i want to kill myself with bad habit ..... kill myself slowly ...... people around are helping me killing myself ...... ha ha i miss talking to one of my good friend .... but now he become not close to me already .... or should i say ..... only i think he is close with me .... he dun think i am close to him at all ..... world is moving time is changing .... and people change as well ..... i dun blame people who change ..... but i blame myself for changing .....