Yesterday slept at 3am ...... play psp until 3am ..... woke up at 2pm today ..... when i wake up i look at my phone ..... 15 sms .... all Shun Jie .... he bomb me with so many sms la .... lucky i switch my phone to silent ..... my throat giving me problem again ..... i cough and what i saw is blood ..... wth~~ blood ..... and every time i wake up my head is fucking pain ..... and i realise something .... all guy love girls that is smart pretty ..... this two i dun have ..... guy dun love girls that smoke go club and drink .... all this i have ...... ha ha so this mean no guy will love me .... i guess i need to love myself le .... live in darkness is better den living in real world