I am insane ..... real insane ... yesterday after Connie telling me about him ..... i cry the whole night .... thinking of lots of things .... why my friend know what he is doing currently and how are him? why my friend know him so well den him? i think i am just jealous .... because my friend can talk to him ... but i cannot .... i cry the whole night ..... and guess what happen? my brother bring me to see SPECIAL DOCTOR ..... and i cannot believe it .... Doc actually said i got slight depression .... ha ha MAN IS A JOKE LA ..... i told Dave and Zack they dun believe at all ..... until i show them the doc letter and my medicine ..... ha ha Stephie got depression .... NO ONE WILL BELIEVE ME OK? FUCK FUCK FUCK !!!