I got like fucking piss with everything ..... yesterday i was still happily talking to Jinn online and having stupid voting thing .... but today my life is in a mess .... yesterday night Dave and i went down to look for Zack .... Zack was like so angry la .... because James say he got a kiam pai face .... ha ha we was talking very happily and my brother call me and scold me out of no where .... he never scold me before ..... i really dunno what make him call me from japan and scold me .... until sebest told me that my mother call him and complain to him how bad i had change ..... and yesterday night i start my smoking again .... i have already stop for like 4 weeks .... i am trying to quit smoking as well ..... i am trying very hard .... i am now at HOME ... my father call me and tell me this "you can dun think of your mother ... but think of me" ... i dunno what to say and so Dave and Zack accompany me the whole entire night ......