Got woke up by Paulyn phone called ..... asking me want to go out? ...... after bathe got 5 miss call from Dave .... asking me want to go out? in the end i went out with Paulyn .... because i want to see Prince Reuben ..... now staying at Paulyn house ...... dun feel like going home at all ..... so stay at her house for today ...... yesterday night i cry to sleep ...... i suddenly feel so so lonely ..... friends around me all got someone to accompany them .... got someone to protect them ..... but for me? i got no one ...... so i must be strong ..... must protect myself ...... cannot cry infront of guys ...... Stephanie Hong ..... you must be strong ...... cannot let anyone look down on you ...... you no need anyone to protect you ......