i found some handsome guy photo .... and on of them is JAMES!! my all time scandal ...... ha ha happy guessing and see which wan is my all time scandal ....... anyway after when i reach home ..... my father and mother start to quarrel .... OMG! how long am i going to leave in this house ..... want to move out ASAP ..... i really need to distance my mother .... if not i scare i will hate her .... i dun wish to hate her ...... because she is the one tat bring me to this world ....... anyway i feel so so so so so messy .... told Beverly may be when my school start i will love someone else but not him ..... may be will forget him and love another guy ........ Beverly reply me MAY BE ..... lucky she reply me may be if not i will scold her lor ..... because i believe tat i only will love him ..... i already prove to myself le .... going to 1 year le ..... and i am going to make it 2 years 3 years 4 years and more more years ........ i swear tat in my heart only have him .... no others ..... a swear make people regret ....... should not had swear and promise ...... but i will keep my promise and my swear ..... hope you will happy ...... =D