Now is 1am ..... just now Jonathan told me somethings ...... he got a new gf le ..... he told me story and i realise something ..... guy fall in love very easy with girl ..... he say i will sure find a guy i love ...... i tell him nothing but only this ...... Swear make people suffer but i never regret .... because i really love him ...... others may think that i am a flirter always flirt with guy and look at handsome guy ..... but is just my cover ..... i dun wan let anyone know the inside me ..... no one know what am i thinking ..... Dave Connie Beverly or my brothers ..... they all dunno ..... they know i am sad ... but they dunno the inner Stephanie hong ....... i swear again .... no one will ever hurt me again ..... I WILL NOT LET ANYONE HURT ME!!! WILL NOT