Now is 2am ..... and i am still fully awake ..... i really cannot sleep man ..... chatting with Xiang .... telling him that i must change my body clock .... if not i will be so dead on 13 April ..... Dave say i like digging my own grave by not sleep and eat well ..... sleep is i cannot sleep ..... eat ..... hm mm i wan slim down ma .... so dun wan eat lor .... if not is any how eat ..... and my fucking head is killing me ..... the pain will never go away ..... it will go away for only few hours den come back again .... GOD! can i turn back the time .... the time when i first got in to ITE ..... i will not go to RL chalet .... this was the thing i regret the most .... go to RL chalet and know HIM ..... and fall in love with him ..... making me like an ass hole ..... but there is one thing i will not regret .... is to know my wonderful classmate and my ite friends .....