Now is 3am ..... looking thru my photo folder .... i saw one of my so call best friend or should i say he is my pet ...... miss talking to him .... ha ha dun even think he treat me as friends man ...... but feel weird if i talk to him ....... feel weird very very very weird ....... when night come my feeling all just rush out ........ feel like all guy treat me like spare tyre ...... talk to me when they are sad when they are bored ...... den when i sad i go find them ...... what answer they give me? OMG are you sad ..... dun play lei? that what most of my guy friends tell me ...... i miss many of my friend ..... i think i should just leave them behind because they are just part of my memories ..... i wish i could keep the good wan and leave the back one behind me ......