Okay woke up at 1.30pm .... went to cut hair .... but not the back part ... because i got no hair to cut any more .... and i just YES JUST quarrel with Dave ..... he say why must i want to be pretty why must i be so ACT .... why i just can't be Stephanie .... the long hair girl with spec and very cute looking girl who will not keep all her feeling to herself ....... not a bitch who talk bad about people include her best friends as well and who leave in a bitch world ...... with super tall wall so that people who wan care for her cannot reach her ..... i got reason behind that bitch girl face ...... she got hurt before ..... she just dun wan to get hurt any more ..... her heart cannot carry another blow ...... she is too bloody weak ...... she also want to be the long hair girl ....... but she cannot .... reality change her ...... had to accept fate anyway ........