Today i woke up at 3pm ..... never eat lunch nor breakfast .... watch tv until 4.30pm den went out with my mother to eat Long John and went to do CONTACT LENS ...... ha ha Dave keep laughing la ..... he say i look dam weird without spec ..... BUT I LIKE LEI !!! WHO GIVE A FUCKING CARE ..... i wan be fugly ..... and see who dare to jio me .... mean the love my heart not my face ..... ha ha yesterday was chatting with Connie online ..... and know that he really know i like him and yet he dun care about it ..... haiz .... Am i really nothing to him? he dun ever treat me as friends .... i remember i use to talk to him online ..... he was telling me his problem that he had with his GF ..... telling me that if his GF had 10% of my understanding he very happy le ..... i think now i already put no hope in him le ..... but there is one thing i will not deny is .... i still love him ..... some people said i had change ..... but there is one thing i did not change ..... is my feeling toward him .....