Yesterday night went to DXO with Dave only ...... stone there with Dave ..... both of us like emo emo ..... never talk much ..... because i am so tired and i keep thinking of things ..... should i find a guy by feeling or by how rich is he and how handsome is he ...... i think i am too tired to find guy by using feeling .... and i know no guy will really love me .... because i .... i ..... ARG DUNNO LA ...... for me .... now family is more important ..... guy are ass hole ...... anyway went to visit Gabriel and Issac ..... ha ha they are very hp yer lor ..... keep run around ..... went i was about to leave ...... Gabriel run and hug me ...... he say " Jie Jie dun go, play with Gabriel " .... Waaa ~~~~ i feel like cry ...... he is the first person make me feel so happy ..... so that what make me feel that i no need guy ..... i am alone ..... i only need to be strong .....