April Fool suck ....... i was so so sad until i got no tears to cry out ..... i dunno whether my brother want to prank me or make me face reality ...... i really feel sick of my life now ..... i want go back to my old life ...... aiming handsome guy and asking number like no one business ..... giving number like no one business ..... i want my life back in January 2008 ...... i hate my life now ..... i hope i never leave secondary school ...... i will not break up with my ex ...... will be happy with him ...... no need to be force to be brave and strong in order to protect myself ..... does anyone know that i am tired? Tired of being brave and strong ...... i really just want to let my life go ...... just give up and let it go ....... i am now in another world ..... a world that only got me myself and i .......