At home the whole day ...... never leave my room ....... only went to toilet and went to drink water ...... spend my whole day on bed ..... curtain close lights off ....... quite dark ...... but still can see the sun light shiny thru my room curtain ....... got force to get out of the room during dinner time ...... feeling so fuck up ....... the whole day i keep find things to do ..... really find things to do .... but i end up sleeping on bed ...... staring at ceiling ...... MIX UP FUCK UP ....... REAL OR DREAM!