OFA was GREAT! hope i can at least get a HIGH B! Today after school went back home to shower den meet Hakim to study awhile ..... Geylang Serai with Kpher Shery and Jayvier .... enjoy being with them .... eat things that i never get to eat before ..... they say i am like a tourist =.= ..... Train back to Tampines with Shery ..... ha ha Gossip about many things ..... and i feel like going KBOX! the song i will sing will be GUARDIAN ANGEL! Hahahahaha Kpher Jayvier and Shery should know what i am ..... OH YA! we never get to eat Kebab :(

Cannot believe i hate school until feel like quiting ..... trying hard to suit in myself in the class and school .... but always fail .... exams are coming and i want it to come so badly .... so i can end this course and get out of this school ..... Anson called me just now in school and i shouted this "How will i get better if this go on?" ..... everyday i look forward to school end .... so i can go back to my old self ..... i am so tired putting on retail face ..... that is so not me man ..... anyway after school went to meet Kpher and his classmates for lunch at 4pm ... after that went back home .... Connie! i going to meet PRINCE later hahaha ...... tomorrow have to go school and meeting out to STUDY POA!

I don't give a...
Keep looking at my...
Ma Hal Kita

Yesterday went out with Kpher and Jun Hao ...... went to Tampines 1 to get Kpher shirt and took train down to Orchard Ion for shopping ..... realise there are so many new shop over there ..... visit Body Shop and got example of Deep Sleep ..... ha ha went home and try out and is work man ..... i was so Deep Sleep ..... never dream of anythings at all .... I am so going to buy it ..... LOVE Khristopher Phua FACEBOOK Status and BLOG POST!

Thanks Tini and Connie today for coming down ....... and FETCH me to school but never go school ..... hope Maria's mother is fine and Tini is fine too ...... Connie i don't think she need my fine ..... haha because she is way to crazy about DIRTY THINKING ..... Ribbons~~~~

Walking around aimlessly by myself
Breathing a faint sigh, my breath turns white
Seasons change, and in this fleeting season..
My tears fall for no reason
"Even now, I still love you

Falling sadness transforms into pure white snow
I'm always looking at the sky above me
Before this body disappears, I want to reach the wish I have now
Once more, I want to hold you
How many times have we not understood and hurt eachother
But even at those times, we were still gentle

Engraved on the ring that you suddenly gave back to me..
Was our promise that will never come true
"Even now, I remember..

These far off thoughts are just brilliant flashes in my memory
I wanted to be next to you
Even though I can't see you anymore, I'll always be next to you
I never want you to change

I can't erase those last tears that you showed me [from my memory]

In your heart, if I disappear
along with all these snowflakes
I want to bloom [in your heart once again]

Don't forget the warmth of us being close together, and hugging
Don't forget even if you love someone else
I'll never let go [of the memory] of when I heard your voice last and so..

I just want to fall into a deep sleep
Continuously falling sadness transforms into pure white snow
I'm always looking at the sky above me
Before this body disappears, I want to reach the wish I have now
I want to hold you once more"I want to hold you once more"

Atemonaku hitori samayoi arukitsuzuketa
Kasuka na toiki o tada shiroku somete
Utsuri kawari yuku kisetsu no sono hakanasa ni
Wake mo naku namida ga koboreta
"Ima mo aishite iru..."

Furitsuzuku kanashimi wa masshiro na yuki ni kawaru
Zutto sora o miageteta
Kono karada ga kieru mae ni ima negai ga todoku no nara
Mou ichido tsuyoku dakishimete

Wakari aenakute nandomo kizutsuketeita
Sonna toki demo itsumo yasashikute
Fui ni watasareta yubiwa ni kizamareteita
Futari no yakusoku wa kanawanai mama ni
"Ima mo oboeteiru..."

Toozakaru omoide wa itsumademo mabushi sugite
Motto soba ni itakatta
Mou nido to aenai kedo itsumo soba de sasaete kureta
Anata dake wa kawaranai de iteSaigo ni miseta namida ga kisenakute

Kono shiroi yukitachi to issho ni kiete shimattemo
Anata no kokoro no naka ni zutto saite itai kara

Yorisotte dakiatta nukumori wa wasurenaide ne
Chigau dareka o aishitemo
Saigo ni kiita anata no koe o kono mama zutto hanasanai mama
Fukaku nemuri ni ochitai

Furitsuzuku kanashimi wa masshiro na yuki ni kawaru
Zutto sora o miageteta
Kono karada ga kieru mae ni ima negai ga todoku no nara
Mou ichido tsuyoku dakishimete
"Mou ichido tsuyoku dakishimete.."

FUCK OFF LA ....... I really hate this world ...... making me so so sick ...... everyone is so fake .... no one is true to me .... everyone is lying to me ..... include YOU ..... and i dunno what wrong with my eye ..... get wet so easily ..... think contact len ...... YES contact len ....... PLEASE SAVE ME! If you want to Fuck me off just say ...... your action speak louder den word ..... I SWEAR NO ONE CAN HURT ME ...... STEPHANIE HONG IS STRONGER DEN YOU THINK ..... WILL NOT BE SO WEAK ..... I SWEAR ......

I am sitting at staircase tapping other people wireless to go to Internet ..... cannot go home until 6pm .... got no where to go so i sit here and wait ..... just now got a new SURPRISE from Anson ...... will not talk much about it .... only can say life is getting more and more worse ..... everything is ending soon .... real soon ..... everything will fade away ..... Arrhythmia??? BULL SHIT